Relationships

Somtimes I think that I just too tired to believe some of the things that happen in my personal life, Some people just refuse to stay gone, and others I can't seem to get away from. Why are relationships so hard even if you give it your all and its just as hard when it's time to let go, One day I'll get it right but until then I'll date around and have fun until I get it right

Trying to be the bigger Person

I trying to start 2008 with a clean slate and pure thoughts but this shit is harder than it looks, Who would have thought trying to be the bigger person will still cause so much drama. I already started letting go of people who I consisder a hindrance to me and my goals, but some people just refuse to get the hell on , they think its funny to try and start shit and when I don't rise to their baiting they wanna know what's wrong, I'll tell u what's wrong . 2007 was a very trying year for me, I was blindsided by someone who I thought was gonna play a major role in my future, and honestly I don't think I recovered from that, at least its not as hurtful anymore, and I realised that I am sick and tired of being the nice guy, always dependable for people who don't appreiciate a strong minded, independent woman with faults. I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE FOR BEING ME ANYMORE. Iwill be thankful for what i have and where i am in life and if you ain;t with me then damnit you against me. and that means you need to collect your walking papers and go kick rocks for all I CARE !!!!!