Trying to be the bigger Person

I trying to start 2008 with a clean slate and pure thoughts but this shit is harder than it looks, Who would have thought trying to be the bigger person will still cause so much drama. I already started letting go of people who I consisder a hindrance to me and my goals, but some people just refuse to get the hell on , they think its funny to try and start shit and when I don't rise to their baiting they wanna know what's wrong, I'll tell u what's wrong . 2007 was a very trying year for me, I was blindsided by someone who I thought was gonna play a major role in my future, and honestly I don't think I recovered from that, at least its not as hurtful anymore, and I realised that I am sick and tired of being the nice guy, always dependable for people who don't appreiciate a strong minded, independent woman with faults. I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE FOR BEING ME ANYMORE. Iwill be thankful for what i have and where i am in life and if you ain;t with me then damnit you against me. and that means you need to collect your walking papers and go kick rocks for all I CARE !!!!!